Back in the 1970s, when I first lived in the South Carolina
Lowcountry, I had a small boat that I liked to take out on weekends to fish for
reds and trout in the creeks or sometimes Spanish mackerel and blues off the
beach. But nature always seemed to conspire against me. We'd get five days of
beautiful, flat calm seas that ended Friday nights when a cold front would move
in from some place like Ohio and stay all weekend.
Gradually and reluctantly, I learned the wisdom of the old
seafarer's saying, "I'd rather be in here wishing I was out there than out
there wishing I was in here." It only took a couple of times of feeling
like a cork in a washing machine to get that.
Isaac arrives in the Keys (NOAA Photo) |
Some of my friends seemed more upset by the cancellation
than I was (maybe they were looking forward to me being out of town). Sure, I
hate to miss a dive trip, and I haven't been blowing bubbles nearly as much as
I need to lately.
There is a larger
issue in this for me, though. It's all about my relationship with nature. As a
nature photographer, that's obviously pretty important.
Back when the weather gods always seem to have it in for me,
of course, I was also at the mercy of an employer who expected me to be in the
office Monday to Friday. I am fortunate today to be able to make my own schedule.
I can take advantage of the weather when it's good, hunker down and make plans
to clean my apartment when it's not. Fortunately, the weather usually improves
before I have to put those plans into action.
But the nice thing about having this freedom is that I can
regulate my activities with the rhythms of nature, which seems more natural
somehow. I have long believed that the root cause of human discontent is our
separation from the natural world. We have created artificial everything to
shield us from the inconveniences of nature, and I think that does something
bad to our souls.
Whistling ducks on the wing |
I'm no Thoreau. I'm writing this at 10:30 at night on a
laptop computer with an electric light beside me and the air conditioner tempering
the humidity. I like my comforts and my entertainment as much as anyone. But I
am fortunate that the passions that consume me tie me closely to nature's
schedule. It helps me feel more a part of nature rather than apart from it.
That enables me to be there when an anhinga swims by trying
to swallow a crappie or when a pair of whistling ducks speeds by flashing their
wings in time with their eerie shrieks. Those just happened to be two of the
highlights on Sunday afternoon at a nearby wildlife refuge.
Which is where I
was instead of diving in the Dry Tortugas.
Nature wanted you to be safe and searching for new beauty.
ReplyDeleteI can related. I still hate the work schedule and it hasn't changed much. Like you, I feel most a peace with nature when I am backpacking and relying on its benevolence for my survival. Enjoy African and beware of the soil. It gets into your blood... Old NOAA friend from ERD.
ReplyDeleteMy soul longs to get back to Earth and work the soil planting flowers and vegetables. Maybe Sis and I will be able to move back to SC soon...somewhere in a country cottage. In the mean time I'll have to settle for nature walks and backpacking. Thanks for bringing me back to Earth this morning.
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